Only 6 actually days of High School left? Wait. What?

Life has been moving extremely fast lately and I don't know whether I am scared out of my mind or jumping for joy excited. Of course I always knew that I was graduating in the middle of May, but at the beginning of this week it REALLY clicked that I am about to graduate. I am never going to be a high school student ever again. Holy Cow! Although I am scared about whether or not I am going to fit in, how I am going to pay for things, adjust to a independent lifestyle, take on a lot more responsibilities.... I am also incredibly excited for the opportunities that are coming up soon :)

In some weird way I feel like life is actually starting for me. I know there is so much ahead for me to accomplish. So many dreams I have had for years of growing up and chasing after my goals in life... well it is all starting to kick off. 

This Sunday I am going to the CES Fireside. June 1st I have Freshman Orientation, July 1st I start attending the Singles Ward. 

and for whatever crazy, totally out there reason... I feel ready :) 

Oh, and about Prom.... yeah I am finally ready to talk about it. It was awful!!!!! 

Let me explain....

No one asked me. It's cool I am over it now. Anyways, my mom thought that asking the awkward nerdy kid in my brothers ward would be a good idea because he doesn't have any friends. Well in her defense all we knew was that he didn't have any friends... but we should have just assumed that it was because he was awkward and nerdy. Anyways, the night of prom arrived and although my friends and I were being really nice to him, trying to include him in on conversation and have fun with the group, he didn't know how to handle the social situation and ended up going home in the middle of dinner. 

No guys to talk about either.. cause they are kind of jerks. just saying. 

I just got out of this "fling" with this guy because I found out that he had a girlfriend. So basically he was pursuing me and lying to me to find out if I was a better catch than his sweet girlfriend. 

To end on a lighter note though! I am teaching two classes this Sunday! :) My gospel principles class during second hour and I am substitute teaching the sunbeams during third hour!!! I am going to be the best sunbeams teacher ever!! :) So excited! 

Well anyways, only 12 more days until graduation!!