kinda nervous, a little excited :)

I admit it... I am freaking out a little... I graduate in 30 days and I am kinda scared. Not scared to graduate or go to college but scared to start real dating.. If you know me at all you understand that fact that I am really boy crazy and being single for me is kinda strange. Don't get me wrong I wouldn't have it any other way right now because I feel like being single is what I need, but when I turn 18 in the beginning of July I want boys to notice me but what if they don't? What if I get stood up a lot if guys even ask me out at all? or worse what if I start dating a guy and it ends really badly and I just want to move away? From what I can tell the singles ward that I am going into and the institute that I am starting up with my college has cute guys... but all of these cute guys are taken.. I don't know! I should just take a deep breath and remember that Heavenly Father has a story written out for me and all I need to do is trust it. I'm just really nervous :/

I just want to graduate so badly!! It has gotten to the point where graduation is pretty much the only thing ever on my mind. 

30 more days until graduation

80 more days until my 18th birthday

I've got this!! :)