Dear Time, Please Fast Forward.

I have been super stressed lately with school, work, and this weekend was just not a good one for me. My ex boyfriend was spending the weekend with his family two hours away from me and we were supposed to spend this weekend together and it was killing me. Today driving home from work I just felt like I needed to talk to him and no one else was answering their phones and so I called him.. and on one hand I am really glad that I did  because it felt like closure. I could feel that we had an actual friendship beyond our feelings for each other and we were both genuinely interested in what was going on in each others lives..... and talking to him made me happy but when I felt it was time to tell him I had to go I just wanted to be where he is. I miss him. I hate break- ups. They are ridiculously hard to deal with and they just suck and I just want time to jump forward to when I am completely over him and not only realize that our break up is a blessing in disguise but actually be able to feel it.

Also, this song is incredible:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHkvan-NFnM